Listening to John say good bye to Sarah the other day was heart wrenching. I know how much it made her sad, even though she cannot speak. I felt her pain as she silently processed what he was telling her. And it made me cry for her. And there was nothing I could do to fix it for her. She said nothing but I felt her heart break. And there was nothing I could do. He has to live his life. He has to. The needs of each of my children oppose each other, right now. There is hope that someday the wind will change. Hope.
